Paulo Coelho wrote....

Some beautiful quotes. Let me share a few inspirational ones.

1. Beauty is the greatest seducer of man.
2. You drown, not by falling into a river, but by remaining submerged into it.
3. Every blessing ignored becomes a curse.
4. We will only understand the miracle of life when we allow the unexpected to happen. Every day, GOD gives us the sun and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything.
5. When we look for love courageously, it reveals itself, and we wind up attracting even more love. If one person really wants us, everyone does. But if we're alone, we become even more alone. Life is strange.

But my favorite quote of his is this one.

When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you achieve it.

This quote has been on my mind for a week now. I keep on repeating to myself, my destiny will come to me and I shouldn't chase it. Lately, I've been waiting for anything, an email, a text, a phone call. Today would've been a good excuse to make contact but there was nothing. I rushed to the office at 4pm to check my work email and there was nothing. Was I just imagining things? I really hope Ansari wasn't a figment of my imagination. I hate being this impatient, but perhaps it's the only way for me to learn not to rush things.

In the meantime, I shall keep on repeating to myself: my destiny will come to me so I shouldn't chase it.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Becareful what you wish for!

One must be careful what one wishes for. Honestly. In a moment of desperation, we tend to hope and wish for unreasonable things such as extreme wealth, extreme good looks, death upon an enemy, disfiguration upon a person we hate. And in the Eastern world, there's a belief that if an angel happens to be flying over you at the same time you are wishing for something (whether good or bad), the your prayers will be answered.

I've had my fair share of wishes which should have never been, some more drastic than others. I wished karma to get even with my school bully and I found out recently that she's barren even though she's been married for 10 years now. But the most recent one was asking GOD for a stressful life on a very boring day. And now look at me. Rushing from place to place barely having enough time to sleep and attempting to keep up with all the deadlines.

Perhaps this last wish wasn't such a bad thing but it's always good to be careful what one wishes for. And it's even better to be able to have enough deep sleep every night for sound sleep is one of life's luxuries.

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Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Rush hour

Pink Sushi got engaged. congratz xxx

I will rush through recent events since I am still living on a rollercoaster and I doubt things will calm down in the near future.

1. I am very very annoyed at Dr. Oroba and the ministry.

2. I feel bad about shutting the phone in Faith's face and lying to her.

3. I am so angry at that ass Sal. I hope he tastes his own medicine and I hope that when he does it is very bitter. I also hope he realizes that he's wronged me big time.

4. Ansari Punjabi, interesting, so I wonder. Was your passing by just an excuse?

5. Loved the 31st Conference. It was so grand. And I felt special being there.

6. Signor has started taking me for granted, and yes it does bother me a little, but at least when he's there he's all good. I won't use it against him yet.

7. Is Ahmed jealous of my ability to deliver better work than him?

8. I want that LV speedy. That's my next purchase.

9. I hope this forced vacation isn't used against me.

10. I still don't get what I did wrong that deserves this much bashing. I acted like any normal young carefree person who likes to enjoy their time.

11. I should really keep Morning away from my future because she is so the type to steal it.

12. I am so jealous of Angry N. I wish I was in her place. Why am I so insecure? Or is it simply not wanting others to reach my dreams before me?

13. Tried the old gym again and I feel really good. A good workout is necessary to lift my spirits. I really hope I can get back into shape and show those suckers!

14. I am scared of what the future holds.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

A good friend?

One of my old university friends came to visit me and I played the kind host part, going out of my way and ruining my sleep patterns just so that she can have a memorable trip. Little did I know all those years back that she will stop at nothing to get any man she puts her eyes on, including my own. I mean, I have always noticed her behavior with complete strangers and always laughed it off. But this time, she's gone too far. Who shall I blame: her flirty attitude or his weak personality?
Have you ever been in a situation like that?

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

A wish

I am holding my hands together, looking up at the sky and asking to be protected first and foremost, and also hoping that I do not ruin this car. Please oh please.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Happy New Year 2007

It sure is a Happy New Year. For the first time in my life I can genuinely say I am happy. Happy and stable enough. It sure is odd not having any major problems for a change but I could get used to this. No heartache, no depression, being the Boss of myself and my own Queen too; having all the free time to pamper myself, and grow emotionally and intellectually; having a low enough profile to be able to enjoy being out and about without too much recognition; being surrounded by trusted friends, but most importantly having my freedom. It is only now that I realize, being free is not the ability to go out with whomever and to wherever my heart desires, but it is the freedom to live peacefully and being given choices. Knock on wood for I sure am blessed. 
So how did I spend my new year's eve? Doing absolutely nothing. I was bundled up in my nan's blanket, sipping a hot chocolate and watching tv, while my family were chit-chatting in the next room. What more could I ask for?

So, Saddam is gone now. So many controversies have erupted since. Why did he not have a fair trial? 30 days should have elapsed before his death. Did he really deserve to be prosecuted this way? Was he really a tyrant or just a very messed up person in the wrong position? Did they really kill him because he was about to reveal the USA and UK's deep secrets? What and How and Where and WHY? Only GOD shall be the final judge.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso