I found out something, and I could be wrong about it, but it seems that my man may be inviting escorts to his place for a bit of Nookie. How did I find out? I've got my own ways of course but thank you world wide web for showing us the truth, regardless of how ugly it is.
I found two odd numbers. One for a transvestite classy web ( which I thought was very odd) and the other was a Japanese masseuse, escort.
The transvestite number was +44781035xxxx. And Masseuse/ escort was +44782776xxxx. This is her from the website. 
I flipped when I found out but calmed down slowly for many reasons: 1) you either want an escort or a transvestite, not both. 2) there are only 2 phone calls that I found in the duration of 3 months. 3) there is a chance he is prank calling or even doing a favor for a friend. 4) she is not an arab local, so the chances of him having a long-term thing with her or it are slimmer.
I flipped when I found out but calmed down slowly for many reasons: 1) you either want an escort or a transvestite, not both. 2) there are only 2 phone calls that I found in the duration of 3 months. 3) there is a chance he is prank calling or even doing a favor for a friend. 4) she is not an arab local, so the chances of him having a long-term thing with her or it are slimmer.But I am going mad (only slightly), googling private investigators. I am aware that this will drive me to madness, so I'm hoping Monday comes sooner than I thought for my next therapy session.
The last monthly bill did not show anything odd. No late-night calls and no odd mobile phones. But remember, even if he tries to hide it, he is bound to slip one day.
A wise woman always told me that if any average man was investigated, he would have too many dirty dark skeletons in the closet. It's true. And I include myself in this category. So as a smart woman, I must learn to ignore those harmless flirtatious attempts. But for my sanity, I need to remind myself of something very important. That if it is meant to be, he will come and love and stay.
I have my past, my mistakes, my lies, my dishonest moments, and my weak ones. But underneath it all, I am a loving person who adores her beau and is willing to do so much for their happiness together. So he may actually truly love me and want the same way I do. I do not know. I am very very confused.
BUT, most importantly, if as a woman my sixth sense was true, and if all my doubts were proven, do I really want a man who plays around?
Dear God, Please have mercy on my restless soul.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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