i wished him a wife

When you love someone, you have to release them.  If they come back then it was meant to be. 

I somehow did something i feared.  Something very big of me.  I asked God in my prayer to grant him a decent wife, good children and happiness.

That was tough, but it appears I am braver than I ever thought I can be.

I teared up but the moment I said it I felt lighter.  i felt very very big.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso