Sibling Rivalry

A short while ago, a fortune-teller predicted that one of my sisters will compete with me in intelligence, looks, status, wealth, and matrimony. It bothered me a little but I pushed it to the side for a while.

In the past 4 months, 2 major fights have erupted at home, where I insisted that sis doesn't accompany me to parties. I didn't want her to look better than me. I didn't want her to be liked more than me. I started being mean to her and picking fights the whole time. I was jealous. I still am sick with jealousy but aware of my emotions.  Okay, something needs to be done to re-balance my emotions.

Who's to blame in this situation? I admit that I have some negative character qualities and being extremely jealous is one of them. But my mother could have helped. I believe parents' comments encourage jealousy/rivalry between siblings. All kids should be loved equally and parents should never favor one child over the other.  Parents should be aware that subconsciously they may damage their children without even realizing it.

It seems very easy to scrutinize the way our parents brought us up and blame them for the damage. But once we realize the faults, we should try to work on improving them. I will try my best.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Moods

In general, meaning 99% of the time, what's your mood like?

Are you a jolly, go-happy kind of person, always smiling at strangers and willing to help the old lady cross the road?

Or are you always hyper, jumping around, prancing, and doing cartwheels?

You could be a dark, depressed person, constantly frowning.

Or ever a stick of walking dynamite, ready to explode at people's faces.

But girls go through a cycle. Right before their periods, they are either moody bitches dying to pick a fight with anyone or anything or cry babies who will go by the concept (touch me and I'll burst out crying). During menstruation, girls turn into Miss Piggies and want to eat everything, salty, sweet, sour, everything. After their periods, they become happy because this is the time their skin clears up and they feel clean again. And during their mid-cycle (when they are ovulating, they are horny bitches in heat.

Look carefully at yourself, what mood are you in 99% of the time?

Till we meet again,
Sedeso