Onscreen Chemistry

I guess I finally understood what onscreen chemistry was after watching Rush Hours 3 with Jackie Chan and it is very hard to explain. They make a great couple. They respect each other. They may argue but will never give up on one another. I couldn't imagine any other actor in the place of either one of them. Would it be too much if I added they 'complete' each other?

Till we meet again,

Sedeso

The Dutch Royal

A man with a huge ego. Now that's my cup of tea. Love him and hate him at the same time.

Watching him on Survival of the Richest.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

The Devil within me

Moroccan Style : ______________________________

I usually see myself as a good person, and most people agree with this opinion. But at times, the devil within me shines and takes over.

I have a very competitive streak about me, and you shouldn't be surprised since you've seen my personality disorder, the narcissist.

But what bothers me so much is the little devil that lurks within me and pops out from time to time, causing my potential 7 sins to come into action. Sometimes I get violent and punch. Other times I get jealous and steal her stuff only to damage it and cut it to little bits before. And a few times I lie major big lies, like pretending I have a terminal disease. What else,... oh yeah

Recently, I got happy that my workmates' mother passed away. I felt threatened at work from not being the most popular one and wished ill on the new recruits.

Despite being normal most of the time, why is it that sometimes I feel so evil, wishing destruction and badness upon everyone who annoys me? Where do these feelings come from? Was there an evil seed planted in me? Or does everyone have this fury in them?

And shortly after those evil outbursts, I sometimes end up feeling so guilty for days and crying about it, remaining shocked and not believing that these actions, thoughts, and feelings of pure evil came out of me.

Has anyone of you been through this?

Please advise my tormented soul.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Independent Women

Wiggling my body to Beyoncé's tune, I am happy because I am an independent woman.

For an Hybrid, I have enough freedom to enjoy life and have an individual personality without going too much against tradition.

I kid you not.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

One way of being doomed

Marriage ain't all that it's made out to be. A few claim that it's sheer bliss, but those are still in the honeymoon stage, plus they've had love marriages, not arranged ones.

I'm talking about average, middle-class couples, who've met, thought themselves to be compatible and could possibly live with each other. There's too much responsibility, lack of sleep, no time for oneself, stretchmarks, overweight, bad skin, fear of infidelity, desire for others, no time for hobbies, losing one's own identity, lack or respect, no personal space..etc.

Even those who marry for love will eventually get there once love leaves through the window.

Being single and free is the best way to live. When you get lonely, you get dat someone 'nice' till you get bored and need your space again. [Insert FFWD April 2010, who am I kidding?]

Happily ever after exists no more.

Fidelity has been erased from all dictionaries and minds.

And we have all become so self-absorbed and forgotten what togetherness meant.

Coveted item du jour:
This look 

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Un autre

Trait Explanations:

Openness= 81%
You are much more intellectually curious and sensitive to beauty than most. Your beliefs tend to be individualistic and frequently drift towards the unconventional. You enjoy your imagination and the exciting places it takes you!

Conscientiousness= 69%
You avoid forseeable trouble through purposefully planning and achieve success through persistence. You are reliable and in control of your life.

Extraversion=88%
You are constantly energetic, exuberant and active. You aim to be the centre of attention at social occasions and to assert yourself when in groups. You are someone that says, "Yes!"

Agreeableness= 56%
People get along with you well, especially once they have proved themselves trustworthy to you. You do have a healthy scepticism about others` motives, but that doesn`t stop you from considering others to be basically honest and decent.

Neuroticism=69%
You tend to be self-conscious. You react emotionally to situations more than most, and can find it hard to control your negative feelings.

My personality disorder:

You have narcissistic personality disorder
You are wonderful, and everyone needs to admire you. You think your talents and achievements are out of this world, although others don`t find them quite so distinguished. You have little time for the lives of other people, which just aren`t that noteworthy.

Till we meet again,

Sedeso

A declaration of Love

I love you more than life itself, would you be mine? <=== I await those exact words from somebody worth my time and effort. Only thing is, I am yet to meet this person worthy of my affection. Have you? 

Till we meet again, 

Sedeso

Energy Healing

Just knock on wood, I don't want to jinx myself.

I will start this post with a compliment I don't quite understand yet: You are one of the most distinguished people around <=== This was said to me by one of the top Professors in Psychology in the region. I am sure it's huge but I kept on wondering to myself: distinguished, in what way?? Yesterday I attended the first lecture of an Energy short course, something between The Secret and Telepathy. We all have an untapped source of energy that very few of us know about. I hope to be able to channel this energy and use it to my own benefit. The same Professor told me in front of the whole class: You have all these powers and abilities and you still want more? Just learn how to manifest the riches within you.

And now I am so excited, I can't stop practicing. Being heavily influenced by Harry Potter, I've been walking around, imagining a fireball in my hand ( the energy) and moving it around as if being controlled with a wand. BTW, I also am a fan of Charmed, hence the fireball in the palms of my hand.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Acne wars

I will say the first bit confidently: as pretty as I may be, I suffer from slight adult acne. A very mild case where every month, just before I menstruate, I get about 2-3 new pimples and they scar ofcourse. I exercise 3 times a week, eat healthy, drink plenty of fluids but I still get the odd pimple. Now I know that lack of sleep causes my skin to break out. But I also know that there are other underlying problems. I found this article on the web and decided to share it.

This information identifies the relationship between spots on the face and internal organs as follows:

1. Left side of forehead
It may relate with digestive system, urinary system, urinary bladder, and adrenal gland. This acne occurs when you get stress or your face is not cleaned thouroughly.

2. Between both eyebrows
It may relate with liver, problem with Lactose digestion. This acne occurs when you eat strong flavored food or have late night meal.

3. Right side of forehead
It may relate with digestive organs, stomach, and adrenal gland. This acne is caused from stress or bacteria on dirty face.

4. On ears
You may have a problem with kidney. Or it may be caused by shampoo or soap. Using cellphone for a long time or consuming too much coffee, alcohol, or meat can also cause acne on ears.

5. Both sides of cheeks
Acne on higher area of cheeks may relate to sinus and lung while the lower area may relate to gum and teeth. This kind of acne can be caused by smoking, allergy, chronic flu, or bad-quality foundation. Deep wrinkles around cheekbone can identify lung or respiratory problem.

6. Around eye areas
Problem with kidney or allergy can be identified by this position. This acne is caused by cosmetics, eyeglasses, high residue in body, less relaxation, or malnutrition.

7. On nose or above lip
It may relate to heart problem and Genito-urinary system. Red pimple occurring on nose can identify hypertension, impact from hormones, or menstruation period.

8. On left or right area below lip
Problem with Ovary can be identified. Hormone balance and menstruation period can cause this acne.

9. On tip of chin
It may relate to stomach and small intestine caused by strong flavored food.

10. On neck and chestStress can cause this kind of acne

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

A high

Ob-la-di

Ob-la-da

life goes on, on....etc

Sedeso is feeling high even though she only got 4 hours worth of sleep last night. Welcome into my life once more dear reader where my emotions are nothing but a roller coaster ride. Watch my drama, sit back, and enjoy.

What matter to me most nowadays? Why, pleasing my boss first and foremost ofcourse. Everything else can wait. Seems like I will even have to postpone my much-needed vacation if that's what it takes.

I know I am capable of achieving anything my heart desires. I don't just think it but believe it. And I hope I get a helping hand along the way.

I saw a small look of awe on the boss's face and it felt good. I even got an "Excellent". I truly hope I never cease to impress them here and that I always remain the " WOMAN ON TOP", lol.

Coveted item du jour:
Having a cool place for brunch on the weekends like this Till we meet again,
Sedeso

A bit better

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I find my personality absolutely fascinating and amazing. I am amazed by my own ability to involuntarily go from -5 degrees misery into +70 degrees ecstasy. This I never realized about myself until M pointed it out to me, then reminded me how much I had in common with her then bf. We were both extremes, when we're happy, we're elated and when we're down, you wouldn't want to know us.

My day has picked up ofcourse. I exercised and that is a definite boost, considering endorphins are released. But I did something relaxing. First I cried my heart out in the car, then I went and sat in Vivel with my book, ordered a lemonade and some pasties and the atmosphere was good.

If you haven't figured it out by now, I am a bookworm. Most of my friends collect jewelry or handbags but I collect books and I will always dream of having one of those a place where I can enjoy my time off, vacations and retirement.

I'm feeling sleepy now, so let's just hope I sleep better tonight.

Till we meet again,

Sedeso

I think I might explode soon!!!!!

My competitive nature may one day bring on the end of me. My mother just saved me from going insane with the following comment: " Let them do the work themselves. It's only by seeing the difference in quality that they'll appreciate you more".

Normally I'm the nicest, most polite girl you would come across but please allow me to vent out some anger, pull up my middle finger to them and call them FUCKERS!!!

God, we had a deal. Why are you punishing me even more. I keep asking you to keep her away from me and you keep throwing her in my path, in my face and now those fuckers want her to do the same work chores as me. I want a peaceful life please so why are you pushing me to my limits. I want to be able to sleep properly, please.

So, here I am, on my knees, palms pressed together, facing the sky, I won't cry but my throat is very constricted, and I am begging you. Please my Lord, be kind to me your humble servant. I am fed up and I need a peaceful life. Get that girl away from me, please. And if you insist on keepin her around, then the least you could do is allow me to be better than her in every life aspect.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Another ranting session

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It takes courage for a woman to admit she's jealous from another so y'all better think so much more highly of me from this day onwards. A comment was passed around work today of how beautiful La Vache's eyes were. I hurt so much, NO. God, how could you create a pretty nemesis for me. NO no NO!!! Make her ugly, please. Make her horrid please. Make people hate her, pretty please.

I've had enough punishment to last me a lifetime. Now I'm good and I want a good stable boring life with no more trouble and I never want to see the people from my past anymore. I think I've faced enough past demons in the past year.

She thinks she's all that, her in that clean preppy look, perfect skin, gorgeous hair, her Benz Ride, designers and diamonds. Ukkhh, I HATE her, so stop punishing me.

Or here's another option, how about you make me more perfect and let her be jealous of me for a change.

Forgive me Lord for I have sinned (by questioning and arguing with your plan), but it's still tough on me.

Please cut me some slack.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Crazy in Love

~When Love met Madness- read on..

"A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices wandered bored, not knowing what to do.

One day, they were all gathered and bored more than even when Ingenious had an idea: Why don't we play hide and seek? And all of them liked the idea, and immediately the mad Madness shouted: I want to count, I want to count and since no one else was crazy to seek for Madness, Madness leaned on a tree and started to count, 1, 2, 3?And as Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding.

Tenderness hung on the horn of the moon; Treason in a pile of garbage; Fondness curled up between the clouds; Lie said he would hide under a stone but he lied and hid at the bottom of the lake; Passion went to the center of the earth; Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking....

And Madness continued to count, 79,80, 81,82.

All the vices and virtues were already hidden by then, except for Love, whom as undecided as he is, did not know where to hide. And this should not surprise us because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.

And Madness was already at 95, 96,97.and just at the moment when she arrived at hundred, Love jumped into a rosebush and there he hid out. And Madness shouted "I'm coming! I'm coming!" and as she turned, the first one she saw was Laziness, thrown to her feet because he didn't have any energy to hide.

Then she saw Tenderness in the horn of the Moon, and Lie at the bottom of the lake, and Passion in the center of the earth... Discovering them one by one, finding all of them but one. Madness was getting desperate, unable to find the last missing one, until Envy, envious for not having been discovered, whispered to Madness: "You are lacking Love, and he is hiding in the rosebush."

And Madness took a wooden pitchfork, and stabbed at the rosebush, and stabbed and stabbed, till a heartbreaking shout made her stop.

And, after the shout, Love came out covering his face with his hands, and from between his fingers run two threads of blood, out of his eyes.

Madness anxious to find Love had took out Love's eyes with the pitchfork. What have I done?, what have I done? - she shouted. I have left you blind! How can I repair it? And Love answered, you can't restore my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you could be my guide.

From that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness."

Enjoy,
Sedeso

Shopaholic Justification

As per usual, 2-3 days after I receive my salary, you'd find me in the shops splurging on casuals: tees, new fitted jeans, 2 new shoes, new toiletries, etc, nothing major. Until I pass by the designer lounge when I start desiring every luxury item. No harm in that, I mean every girl must have some hobbies, right? And I'm not so bad in splurging, since I consider every item before purchasing it: It is worth the price? Do I really need it? Can I survive without it? And it hasn't been drastic at all, I mean I've ONLY bought 3 designer handbags in 7 months, one of which was on sale and the other 2 were classic bags I could use for at least 3 years.

What's going on?

I bought myself yet another LV handbag and I'm feeling very guilty about it.

Justifications for and against:

For: -I've been searching for a classic cut BLACK bag for 4 months now

- LV prices will go up after the summer

- I didn't find the bag, the bag found me as per the Law of Attraction, hehe.

- I bought it now, so that's one less thing to shop for when I travel

- It's a great size

- It was the last piece in black epi in the shop

- If I don't purchase the right bag, then I will waste my money on semi-good bags and will get bored of them quickly.

- My black Gucci is showing signs of tear and wear so a new one is needed.

Against:- I should be saving for my trip

- There will always be beautiful bags

-I can temporarily live without it.

Okay, so, after these justifications, I don't feel so bad, and knowing me, I will probably make good use of it. And I guess I got myself a good investment. And here's my latest baby.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Pringles

I will keep my fingers crossed and say this: I guess I have a good relationship with food. I like it and it never ceases to tempt me. I eat it and gain, I don't eat and lose. A very basic relationship.

But I guess food needs to be appreciating me more because I consider it a luxury. I eat slow, and taste every bite. And right now, what tempts me most is (Pringles), original flavour.

Every time I sneak a piece into my mouth, I feel that great buttery texture as it melts in my mouth. Wow.

Coveted item du jour:
I want want want this patent Prada. Gorgeous.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso