The spitefulness and wickedness got so bad that for a moment, I was transferred back into my insecure 19-year-old body, and felt extensive anger being pumped through my veins. An intense rush of hatred surfaced and I am puzzled as to where it came from in the first place. To think that I still harbor such emotions with all the therapy I've gone through is frightening.
And I did it. I gave that look, that immature snobby look where one scornfully stares at a person in disdain from head to toe and then turns the head sideways as if the other person does not matter and is not worth our time, effort, sight...etc.
Me? This immaturity and crude behavior coming out of me? I am absolutely horrified because if anything, I thought myself to be that rainbow-colored, happy, hippie-at-heart, loving the world and the whole human race kinda gal. I'm the sociable, well-mannered chick who hums to her colleagues, Micheal Jackson's Heal the World.
Come on, you're a much bigger person than those trifling things.
Till we meet again,
And I did it. I gave that look, that immature snobby look where one scornfully stares at a person in disdain from head to toe and then turns the head sideways as if the other person does not matter and is not worth our time, effort, sight...etc.
Me? This immaturity and crude behavior coming out of me? I am absolutely horrified because if anything, I thought myself to be that rainbow-colored, happy, hippie-at-heart, loving the world and the whole human race kinda gal. I'm the sociable, well-mannered chick who hums to her colleagues, Micheal Jackson's Heal the World.
Come on, you're a much bigger person than those trifling things.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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