Sunday, August 10, 2008

What do you really really really want?

I watched Elizabeth Gilbert (author of Eat, Pray, Love) on Oprah and it strung a chord because I asked myself the question in the form of magic 3: What do I really really really want? And immediately, within the split of a second, with no prior thought or preparation, the first words that left my lips were: a man. And ofcourse, as cheesy as the moment was, resembling an extract out of a Mills and Boons novel, I cried.

Typical, and nearly choked on my tears mais bien sure.

So God, I'm still waiting.

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Love is not always kicks and giggles . Yes, some of those kicks are to the groin . . . but it is significant . Love Is Significant . It's the yearning you feel when you want them around . It's the feeling of vulnerability when you share one of your deepest secrets . It's the hope and wanting for more time together . It's the feeling of security from 3000 miles away . The hardest part about love is about the giving and taking . Love is knowing that things have a huge probability to fall apart ... and pushing forward regardless . "sometimes the things that scare you the most, are the things you need the most " that's love .

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Today was the first academic lecture I have attended in a long time and I truly miss studying. My class is 70% female with only 2 men and one of them is quiet cute. Couldn't help but check him out. And we have an annoying smarty pants who wouldn't stop asking pathetic, unrelated questions. She was probably trying to brag with her accent. But I had to stop her, not just for my sake only but for everyone else's sake and sanity so I commented with a strong English, Queen's accent and that pulled her back.
Gorgeous Lous.
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And about my therapy. I am proud of my progress and so is my therapist. I have grown by milestones and I'm finally eliminating the fear of confrontation from my life and believe hottie is secretly proud of me for standing up for myself. 

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

"Quote" I'll let you in on a little secret: women rarely know what they want . You're a great guy and they find little things to nitpick about, leave you hanging & then start crying when their new man is doin them dirt . there will be a girl who appreciates you ! Don't change because a girl with confused values cannot ...value you .

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