I am so angry at my sister and am seriously considering hurting her. I know she hates herself so much, and this seems to be reflected in the people surrounding her. She hates us, her mom, her colleagues, her job, her ex-college mates, random people at the gym. She is so immersed in this dark cloud of hatred and negativity that I wonder what strong forces are needed to pull her out of it. Maybe she will mature at her own pace.
Makes me realize how lucky I am. Atleast I am happy most of the time and I am able to cope with the most annoying people.
----------------------------------------I found an old USB, one that I owned in 2003. I found a copy of my BSc project and a few pics.
Back then I was obsessed with this dude from Queer Eye for the Straight Guy. Can you believe I do not even remember his name now?
I wore these shoes to death. Wore them when I graduated from my BSc. They've walked all over London, my beloved London, the good years. I miss some of them, but when I remember the loneliness I went through, I am so happy to be surrounded by my family.
And samples of my cooking back when I had to feed myself.
Till we meet again, Sedeso
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