.... where I was attending an event by the beach, with tons of people and the invitees included my friend Najwa, my grandparents and the ruler. Najwa was supposed to MC but I sensed she wasn't ready, so I told her I'll take over. She didn't mind. Her speech was written by an older lady whom I felt wasn't confident with what she has prepared, because when I looked down and the notes she handed me, I saw that they were backward. It was all very glamorous, the purple-pink skies and the deep blue sea as the backdrop, the flickering candlelight from the round tables, the golden empire from behind, the high balcony with the beautifully laid-out feast, everything the eye would desire to taste, the scene was breathtaking. I don't remember what I wore. I stood infront of the crowd, turned each note over and read it out. I felt I was able to control the crowds and was doing well, until towards the end, when it seemed that the they didn't know how else to continue, and there were so many clippings, with underlined text but none of it made any sense...so I went back on stage after the last speaker, and went blank....I kept quiet until the ruler himself got bored and walked off to the banquet on the balcony. He went alone, and shortly everyone else got up. I should have elaborated with poetry. But I couldn't think. I, later on, went to check on my grandparents and even tasted some of their food. I remember how it tasted. This dream was so real, I could feel my presence there. I even remember what the weather was like.
________________________2 nights ago, I felt someone sitting by my feet. I should have been in deep sleep. I looked up and saw a male, that looked like a childhood friend of mine, sitting at the end of the bed, with his black locks sticking out of the shirt he was taking off. I drifted back to sleep. Suddenly I was held down, strong and still: my mouth, my neck, I couldn't break free. I couldn't even open my eyes. I resisted until I was left alone, and I let out a scream. I mentioned the names of God and my heart started pounding. It was him again: ElYathoom, the djin that visits you in your sleep when you forget to pray. He seems to have taken a liking to me since he's becoming a frequent visitor in my sleep. Why can't he go bother those drunken people who are non-believers?
________________________My world seems to be colliding with the supernatural more often and I don't mind that at all. Remember that I am a huge fan of Harry Potter, Charmed and The Ghost Whisperer and I am very keen to develop powers using my inner strength and durability.
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On the work-front, I am disliking the current situation very much. Palestinian cow thinks she can control the whole office and tell us off. She has no authority to do this. She hasn't seen anything from me yet. I don't play dirty, I do not lie and I do not have hidden agendas. But I will not tolerate any disrespect. What's the worst that could happen? I become idle at work? That would be absolutely fine. I'll study and read books until they move. Or even better, I'll just take time off and help out my french colleague. Brilliant!
I am 100% positive that they will try to keep me working for them, they know well enough that will lose a lot if they let go of me.
Socrates himself said: "Don't get mad, get even". Palestinian cow, I hope you taste your own medicine and I hope it is bitter.
I know I am meant to make a difference, regardless of how minor, and I'm very happy that I have already touched so many people's lives, but why do I keep having to deal with crap female bosses? Maybe I should move on to working for a male boss. Once again, I wonder what the future holds. I'll keep my fingers crossed.
Since 2009 will be a glamorous year for me, here are a few picks for today:
1. Oscar De La Renta
2. Missoni
3. Miu Miu
Till we meet again,Sedeso
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