Dear God,
How could you allow me to have a lick of the ice cream, only to take it back and tell me I can never ever have anymore?
Why do you have to be cruel?
I passed by the house today.
I cried salty tears on my way back. But now I stopped. I don't miss him. I miss what he represented: near-perfection. Nearly everything I ever wanted in a partner and still do.
I will be passing by that house twice a week until I graduate. I cannot believe it's been 5 years exactly. It felt so surreal then. It's only now that I realize how fortunate I was back then for having had crossed paths with him.
I'm glad we met.
And it is somehow better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.
I wonder what you have in store for me.
I don't know what to do with my life. But I do know that I hope to find a partner to share it with.
I will be turning 28 soon. The 7 year prophecy should have happened by now.
Most people tell me I shouldn't live in a fantasy. Alright, I won't. I want to live in a beautiful, blissful world though, that resembles a fantasy .
A confused Sedeso.
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How could you allow me to have a lick of the ice cream, only to take it back and tell me I can never ever have anymore?
Why do you have to be cruel?
I passed by the house today.
I cried salty tears on my way back. But now I stopped. I don't miss him. I miss what he represented: near-perfection. Nearly everything I ever wanted in a partner and still do.
I will be passing by that house twice a week until I graduate. I cannot believe it's been 5 years exactly. It felt so surreal then. It's only now that I realize how fortunate I was back then for having had crossed paths with him.
I'm glad we met.
And it is somehow better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.
I wonder what you have in store for me.
I don't know what to do with my life. But I do know that I hope to find a partner to share it with.
I will be turning 28 soon. The 7 year prophecy should have happened by now.
Most people tell me I shouldn't live in a fantasy. Alright, I won't. I want to live in a beautiful, blissful world though, that resembles a fantasy .
A confused Sedeso.
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Decor of the Day:(from Mae Brunken)
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
PS: I truly believe, at this moment in time that I unknowingly started this blog as a self-healing process to get over Agent 009 and find meaning in my life. When God, when?
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