Grossed out

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Yesterday, my current beau told me something about his near past that made me cringe, feel like throwing up. Apparently, the last time he did it was 8, or 9 months ago with a random stranger at a party he attended. He swears he used protection but yuck.

The first thought that crossed my mind was: A random stranger? .................. A random stranger? Who knows what diseases he's picked up? I am appalled at how some people can 'get it on' with complete strangers.

And the thought that followed was: a party? A shagging party? He's over 30 and he still attends such events? I would have expected this from a hormonal teenager, not a supposedly mature person. You'd think that as they got older they would consider having longer more stable relationships. But no. Perhaps its his genes that have something to do with it.

I know I should be accepting of others with their faults and should be very careful not to judge them, especially that I am no angel myself. However, right now, I cannot help but be disgusted by him.

Till we meet again,

Sedeso