The Question

His family is coming back from their summer vacation in mid-august. He is spending the whole of Ramadhan here. He will leave for London perhaps at the end of September.

Sometime between August & September, I have to bring up that topic, the one I have avoided so far with the exception of a few jokes and hints of a future together.

The trick will be not to think about this until August and attempt my best to enjoy my stable relationship, something I have not had since August 009.

The thing is, I couldn't sleep last night because holy matrimony was on my mind. Will he pop the question? And when? I've reached a stage where intimacy can sometimes affect my behavior and this is the main reason I should be in a healthy, stable relationship.

Now that I vented this out, I will stop. Today is Friday. I have a paper and presentation due on Sunday so I must work my butt off.

And right now, I must wake up The One who shunned my attempt at a chat last night. 
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From Michael Jackson's Memorial.

Till we meet again,

Sedeso

PS: Dear God,

You know what's best for me. You know when things will happen and how. I beg of you, let there be a husband and children in my destiny. This has become a priority in my life right now. My biological clock is ticking, my needs remain unsatisfied and time is not standing still. Please, give me this small thing from the whole universe.