Wednesday, September 19, 2007

I'm sorry

Bathroom InspoDear Lord,

Please forgive me. You are simply too kind and I am too ungrateful. I should be feeling so ashamed at myself right now. How could I doubt your love for me? How could I weaken at the smallest peril? By now, I should know better, but look at me, the weak weak creation of yours.

Just a few days ago, I kept repeating to myself: God will make a way. This phrase was one of the first things I said to myself over and over. Yet, I failed to relax, got stressed out, hyperventilated, worried like hell, refused to perform my prayers as if to punish YOU, (how childish, I know) and as usual, made a bigger deal out of it.

Even although I spoke to Gramps, Naddy, mom and siblings, I am still worried. The funniest bit is that the issue wasn't that big a deal at all. People suffer from hunger, poverty, rape, death of loved ones and I cry over silly little problems. Perhaps that is because I went through alot of heartache in the past and I am fed up of hurting and worrying. Or Perhaps I was convinced that my life is perfect now and I will never have to be upset ever again.

Please forgive me for I am a weak weak creation of yours.

Okay people, go repent for your sins and stop judging me.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

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