More than just boobies

I am feeling wonderful, not because life is lacking problems. But because I am growing and maturing in ways I've only read about. My inner-self is evolving into a better, brushed version of me and I couldn't be happier for myself.

The saying goes: Seasons change, people don't. But In my case, I will have to slightly disagree. I say" You cannot change people, they have to change themselves". I have worked hard and persistently on improving and I'm glad to be reaping the results so soon.

I faced yet another demon from my past and I am proud of myself. She is exactly the way I left her: loud, funny, judgemental, ass-kissing, think she's above all, pretending to be pious and conventional. The funny thing is, I always envied this girl. She was rich and a true fashionista, both of which she still is. She practices yoga, travels the world, sleeps all day and....and...that's it. Her life is a cupcake compared to the 5-decked, marzipan cake of a life that I have. She hasn't met the people I have, she hasn't gone through the lows that I have. She hasn't worked her way up the ladder in anything because of course thanks to daddy everything got handed to her on a golden platter. If her life has been silk white bedsheets, then mine had been Frieda Kahl's rainbow-colored quilt, and how much more interesting is that?

I might have resisted this meeting before but this time I was well up for it. I have nothing to fear nor anything to hide. I am as good a person as any of them will ever be. Actually, let me be cocky and say even better. It's amazing how before, I looked up to her, but now I look and see nothing out of the ordinary. A typical Jane.

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I think my therapist is also a medium. She did an interesting reading based on my birthday and her results were 'positive'. Without revealing too much, let's just say that I am a gemstone in a catapult, and once released I can and will soar faster than anyone has ever imagined up the success ladder. And I look forward to getting 'there'.

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In yesterday's meeting, Monsieur fitness indirectly mentioned that I will be going places and the others started congratulating me. " If you want something bad enough, all the earth conspires to help you achieve it".

Thank you God, for I have truly been blessed.

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On a funnier note, allow me to share this: They say a picture is worth 1000 words

Till we meet again,

Sedeso