Slap in my face

What a day, what a day. I tried to be as positive as possible about today's events but here I am on the brink of tears, feeling as if the universe gave me a big slap in the face that it's thud is still ringing in my ears.

I feel so down. He purposely avoided me today by taking the longer route to his abode, going and coming back a million times and I went crazy, hoping to catch a glimpse of him. By midday I got fed up so, I decided to play Cat'n'mouse with him. Every time I caught sight of his sleeve around the corner or heard his voice or even his footsteps, I jumped into the closest room and hid. I am hoping he noticed my absence because towards the end of the day, he came back the usual route and I had to hide again. Unfortunately, there will always be a 1% error rate, so our eyes met in one of the corridors, so as opposed to the usual stop, hi sir, how u doing, cute smile and silly question, I looked away and carried on. I know he got confused when he saw me because I saw it on his face.

Although my ego is bruised and might take a while to heal, for day 1 of the hard-to-get plan, I score a 95%. Well done. Let's hope you score high for the rest of the week and get a result.

Universe, once again, you have disappointed me, please do a better job of listening to me carefully.

To share with you: this gorgeous pinned headboard.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso