Jealousy

This is what I need to soak myself into right now. I am rundown and weary from overthinking, and very confused about everything, especially what I want to do with my life. I am receiving advice from everyone and everywhere even though I haven't asked anyone for it. And most of the advice I am getting further bewilders me.
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What's bothering me: I am jealous of her and I feel resentment towards her for being the boss's niece and for getting it all easily. But of course being the confused girl that I am, I like her a little because she is sweet. And I HATE the fact that hottie treats her like a best friend. 

How to solve it: 1) so what if hottie treats her well. He has to kiss her ass right? Whereas he's seen what I'm made of and knows what I am capable of and that I have a lot more to offer. 2) She's due soon and then comes her leave and after that,it's shorter feeding hours so I've practically got a few months to turn heads again.  Gosh why am I so threatened by her so much. 

Stop

You're competing again and it's for the wrong reason yet again.

Accept it.

But it hurts

and I'm jealous

It's okay to be jealous

You will get your break

You're a rough diamond that is being cut and you won't just shine but will blind them as you glow.

Don't worry, because this universe has a great plan for you, and your pot needs to cook a little longer.

Now hold on:

Haven't we decided already, and may God be our witness that you're one in a million. You're one of a kind, and all these petty actions and ass-kissing people are not worthy of your precious time

so

screw them all

I am going back to work

and will show them all what I am made of

And I will trust you Mr. Universe

and will try to be patient

Thank you for believing in me.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso