Has it really been a year since my birthday celebration at the Moulin Rouge? Singing to myself: A Paris, chaque nuit, Ferie, tous s'allume, sans la brume, Feeriee, Paris n'a pas someil, alors il se reveille,.......dum dum dum)
Has it really been 4 years since Fransesco made me a tiramisu bday cake and Agent 009 blew me a candle and spoilt me to death, like a princess?
Has it been this long? For I do not feel a year older than 24/25.
And so I turned 28 yesterday. And I greeted Bill Gates recently.
Mother dearest gave me a huge hug, one of those where you feel like crying from the overwhelming amount of love. She held me tight and wouldn't let go. I felt it. I felt how much she was proud of having me and wouldn't change me for the world.
And I realized that regardless of what goes on around me, regardless of how bitchy my work peers are or how gloomy the world around me may appear, everything will be alright as long as mommy is by my side.
God, please protect her for me. Give her inner strength to endure life and serenity for her to sleep soundly.
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I noticed something: that when the going gets tough, everything is resolved if one remains calm. Your head thinks more clearly, and wise decisions are made.
Like when Hamza attacked me and F for cussing the boss, I tried to remain calm, showed him my indifference to the matter and therefore spoke less and I was saved from the situation.
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This magic moment, when your lips are close to mine, will last forever, forever till the end of time....by The Drifters.Has it really been 4 years since Fransesco made me a tiramisu bday cake and Agent 009 blew me a candle and spoilt me to death, like a princess?
Has it been this long? For I do not feel a year older than 24/25.
And so I turned 28 yesterday. And I greeted Bill Gates recently.
Mother dearest gave me a huge hug, one of those where you feel like crying from the overwhelming amount of love. She held me tight and wouldn't let go. I felt it. I felt how much she was proud of having me and wouldn't change me for the world.
And I realized that regardless of what goes on around me, regardless of how bitchy my work peers are or how gloomy the world around me may appear, everything will be alright as long as mommy is by my side.
God, please protect her for me. Give her inner strength to endure life and serenity for her to sleep soundly.
_______________________
I noticed something: that when the going gets tough, everything is resolved if one remains calm. Your head thinks more clearly, and wise decisions are made.
Like when Hamza attacked me and F for cussing the boss, I tried to remain calm, showed him my indifference to the matter and therefore spoke less and I was saved from the situation.
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From 16 candles:
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
PS: Director says that I should watch out since I tend to give out too much information. This can and may get me into trouble.
Note to myself: remain calm and collected and every little thing will be alright.
PPS: Shall I get married to anyone mommy approves of just to make her happy?
Sedeso
PS: Director says that I should watch out since I tend to give out too much information. This can and may get me into trouble.
Note to myself: remain calm and collected and every little thing will be alright.
PPS: Shall I get married to anyone mommy approves of just to make her happy?
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"Quote" one of the scariest concepts in life is the one of change . at the same time, it is one of the most needed too .The idea that nothing is ever 'permanent' scares the hell out of people . I can't even lie, it makes me feel uncomfortable too . We take comfort in the idea that rainy days will not last forever. If we are broke today, we will eventually stumble across some type of money . If we have a little cold, we know that it'll go away with time. If we are having a bad day, we can rest assured that tomorrow is a fresh start .
On the other hand, we have a very hard time accepting the idea that all good things have to come to an end sometime . Good weather is nice while it lasts . You just bought a new car but something will happen to it eventually... tires, brakes, something . Relationships can only be good until one person messes things up ? Is that true ?
Remember that scene in Sex and the City when Charlotte is terrified to have a baby after years of being barren ? She sees how her friends' marriages and relationships have fallen apart and thinks that her life is going too good . It may sound crazy, but a lot of girls have that feeling . They only believe that things can go downhill after a certain amount of time. The thing about relationships are the fact that we have a smidge more control than you would think. relationships or even marriages do not go smoothly just because people are compatible. silly people lol . Little nuances and details will alternate . Things will not always go according to plan, but the point is to look at the bigger picture.
If you want the relationship to work, then you have to work at it. You have to feed it and nurse it just like you would a baby . The food = honesty, respect, communication. Nursing = spontaneity, romance, and honestly, a foundation in God . I know that makes people move in their seat uncomfortably , but the reason why is because it's true. Someone praying for you and being on the same spiritual accord is important when you expect someone to love you and be real with you . If you change , if your boyfriend/girlfriend changes ... the one thing that doesn't have to be is that spiritual foundation . "Unquote"
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