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Crushing again.
My insides are twisting and I have butterflies in my tummy. I haven't felt this way since last year when I was aimlessly pursuing Hottie.
I was puzzled by how he figured out I was single. I mean, is my marital status forged on my forehead?
Apparently, he went through 7 months of remaining idle at work and did some soul-searching. I'm sure this is his version of things because I heard otherwise from trusted sources.
I was on the verge of tears when I confided in him as to how scared I was of what might happen to me, or how bruised my ego was because worthless people were given so much authority at work. Albeit me not understanding his metaphor, I looked at him with hope at the mere mention of God. Therefore, it's okay if I remain idle for a few months because good things come to those who wait.
What I like about him:
1) He is tall.
2) He is gorgeous
3) He is fit
4) He is older but not too old (born 1962)
5) He is interested in Body Language
6) He is an expert in NLP
7) He speaks perfect English
8) He appears to also speak French (either that or he's picked up a handful).
9) He loves London.
10) He is very friendly.
11) He is humble.
12) He is an optimist.
13) He is married with children (which indicates stability)
14) He is active in the online community.
15) He enjoys reading.
16) and I love him.
Remember that I've only sat with him on two occasions. I'm sure he is even more fascinating than this.
I was so nervous when I was on my way to meeting him and I had butterflies in my tummy when I left.
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I feel down. Mom just called, on the verge of tears, because of the current financial crisis which is affecting the stockmarket bigtime. I felt helpless. I wish there was something I can do to cheer her up. Too many people I know have been affected and lost millions over the past year.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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