Have you ever loved?

Bridal:___________________________________

I'm starting to like this new one.

But was slightly alarmed yesterday when he asked me if I'd been in Love before.

You see, that is such a typical Arab thing to be curious about even though it is totally irrelevant. It makes no difference whether I have fallen in love before or not since the past is gone and we shouldn't dwell on it, only keep the good memories.

It's good that Inti warned me he might ask me this specific question and it's even better that she told me how much he appreciates honesty.

Till we meet again,

Sedeso

Change of Heart

Inspired by Ralph Lauren Equestrian.
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Today, I'm not as obsessively infatuated with the gentleman. Could it have simply been a crush? What about all those dreams? Could it possibly be true? Out of sight, out of mind (and heart)?

Today I'm looking forward to meeting up with H for a change. I hope he shows up tomorrow and makes my day.

Till we meet again,

Sedeso

Finally

Gorgeous interiors right?
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1 week left and I shall move on to a better and more exciting position (fingers crossed).

I've had it with that bitch of a boss. So I wrote a letter to the CEO asking him for a transfer as advised by Chubby. He signed it and I'm happy. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Won't mention anything until I move and screw her big time.

Till we meet again,

Sedeso

PS: I do look forward to the universe giving me justice.

A Sexy Tan

Oh, what a day,

Seeing a tanned Sexy Voice freshly back from the Maldives sure was eye candy to me.

He might have someone in his life because he keeps on holding back from flirting with me.  Either that or he is simply not that into me.  

I might as well give up on this one.

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And how stunning is the face of Diana Karazoon? (the eyebrows are a bit sharp though)
Till we meet again, 

Sedeso

The Lady is a Tramp

Am so craving a red velvet cupcake right now.
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Yeah, my boss is a bitch....

I don't think I have ever met anyone this nasty.

I was expecting a great evaluation, but instead, I got a below-average one. I am positive that the Palestinian cow had something to do with it but all I shall say for now is May the Lord punish her .

I wonder how much longer will I have to endure such rude, liars who are so threatened by me that they had to resort to street ways of dealing with me.

Funny, because I will soar once I leave them.

Also funny, because once I leave they will immediately start picking on each other and that battle will kill them all eventually.

Therefore, I shall keep my fingers crossed in hope that the universe will avenge me from them.

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Noticed how all brands are going "Channely" in their chains?

Till we meet again,

Sedeso

PS: am not a fan of Palestinians.  

El Telefonino

He called me an hour ago.

I am on cloud 9 because back then, I thought I've destroyed it and was agitated I'd never again gain Agent 009's respect.

It shouldn't matter what others think of us as long as we accept ourselves with our faults.  However, since it ended on a bad note, I never got over how I single-handedly ruined what could have been THE " Love Story" of my life. I blamed myself for its failure for a very long time after that. Until this day, I seldom wonder, what it might have been like had that affair lasted? For a short time, being with him was EUPHORIC, and nothing else mattered.

Today, I love Agent 009.

I love him for being the biggest motivator for me to become a better person. After him, I hit rock bottom. That heartbreak was what pushed me to the edge, and what pushed me to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, wake up from that deadly state more determined to turn my life around.

I love how much he taught me about being a mature person. I love him mostly for being the catalyst to my transformation.

I do love him. Always have and always will.

But for now, I think I'd like to try The Gentleman. I have this image in my mind of The Gentleman being an older version of Agent 009. I wonder how my future will unfold... I'm excited about it actually....

.......Memory, all alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory, Live again......And on the fashion scene, am loving those:
1. Derek Lam

2. D&G

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

"Quote" "This was my chance to release him, and fight myself free from my obsession. He would get over me in a few months and go on to be a very big man. So I sailed off to Jamaica. But i freely admit that everywhere I set my feet down, there were tracks of blood. Blood from the middle of my heart. I did not write because if i had written and he answered my letter, everything would have been broken down . . ." -Zora Neale Hurston .

so, that's as far as I've gotten in her book. & so far, she survived without him. so far . . . it makes all the sense in the world to me. so far, I have still waters about this.

"Unquote"

I want this one.

I woke up this morning before the alarm clock went off and the first thought that came to me was of Him. Unfortunately, I felt skeptical about the abilities of the universe to fulfill my wildest desires. Can I have him? Can I really have him?
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As I drove my car to work, I sang-along for the umpteenth time to Be Our Guest, from the Disney Animation, Beauty and the Beast. If you ask me, I can recite those lyrics off the top of my head. But only today did I pay close attention to the lyrics which were:

Be our guest
Be our guest
Our command is your request
It's ten years since we had anybody here
And we're obsessed
With your meal
With your ease
Yes, indeed, we aim to please
While the candlelight's still glowing
Let us help youWe'll keep going
Course by course
One by one'
Til you shout,
"Enough! I'm done!
"Then we'll sing you off to sleep as you digest
Tonight you'll prop your feet up
But for now, let's eat up
Be our guest
Be our guest
Be our guest
Please, be our guest

Could this be part of the masterplan to rule the world? Or could it be pure coincidence? This part of the world has also added insult upon injury by claiming that Coke (inverted) spells the Lord's name or that the Logo of Starbucks contains a watermark of Satan. Whatever they claim, I no longer have a clue who is right, who is wrong and is it all a fidget of our imaginations or simply paranoia?

Hence, I realized that with a mind as dirty minded as mine, even innocent Disney songs could turn raunchy. The first bolded text hints to a women in ecstacy during an orgasm. And the second hints to Funny, because I'm as Kinky as can be, albeit having a very low stamina. I hear of lovers who've rolled in bed all night and wonder, can people really 'do it' for that long? 

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

Aujourd'hui, Lamour c'est....

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Gorgeous interiors, don't you think?

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So my friend Sweetest N got kissed by someone she has liked for the past 20yrs. Such a long time to have a crush on someone.

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I want to indulge in this.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

L'amour c'est un chocolat chaud