I worried that I may have been the cause for why he is distant and gloomy and in a solemn mood all the time. I thought hard and tried to remember what I had done or said that may have upset him this much but I could not remember anything that may have triggered this attitude.
The only thing that came to my mind is that he was upset because of a lost love. He is financially very stable. All his family members and loved ones are healthy. He is on leave so that could not be a problem. Therefore, the only meaningful reason for his neglect is a new love or an old one who is back on the scene.
But then I asked myself. Could he be suspecting my innocent side attempts for attention and affection? I am not cheating, no sir. All I'm doing is keeping myself occupied with friends from the male gender who will spoil me, treat me well, dote on me and tell me how precious and beautiful I am. Since I am not getting the attention of 1 man I might as well try to find it somewhere else that is safe. All I'm looking for are words like: you are beautiful, you are amazing, you are one of a kind. Words that may be fake but will simply lift my mood and spirit.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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