Depression Mode

I cried for 3 days and it was painful mainly because something in my heart was telling me I may never marry The One. The chances of it happening may be slim. I've been with him for 8 months and he has not hinted to matrimony at all. If anything, all he has said is that he never wants to get married.

My therapist is on his side on this one. She always says a man of The Horse sign either marries very late or not at all.

But, I am the one who believes in miracles. I want to be with him. I would love to end up with him. God can make it happen. All he has to do is point and it will be (Be and it shall). He has created this whole universe, so surely giving me The One and blessing us with a happily matrimonial life could only be a piece of cake.

On the other hand, I remain cynical myself. After Agent 009, I never thought I'd meet someone whom I'd feel so strongly about. I thought finding a more compatible partner was near impossible. So I remained single for 5 years curious and wondering what the universe has in store for me. Never did I think I'd meet a man as imperfect as The One and obsess about him.

So if God won't give me The One, does he have someone better suited just around the corner? 

Will I get the Happily Ever After ending?

Till we meet again,

Sedeso