Sunday, March 29, 2009

To Faisal

From LV's 2009 collection. Cute, but I wonder what they're like when worn.


My darling.

I do not wish you to be born. I wish this not because of how cruel life can be. On the contrary, life is too beautiful to miss out on. Life is so enjoyable and worth living that I hope mine is prolonged and I am able to make the most of it.

The reason my wish is so morbid and it is because I love you more than my love for life itself.

I love you deeply and my emotions are too intense that I fear those exact overwhelming emotions might kill you. I don't think I am capable of handling this much love.

This is why at the mere mention of me ever having you, I get overwhelmed, shut down completely, and deny I even want you.

I want you to know though that I do love you in a way, I myself am surprised by.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

PS: Faisal. Your birthday is coming up soon. 4th of May to be exact. You would have turned 5 this year. Happy birthday my beloved. I hope I never forget you. 

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