Tuesday, March 03, 2009

The white Flag

I entered my room, dropped off my books and the phone rings.


Mom: You must come now (loud wedding singing in the background), everything here is amazing.
Me: I just got home.
Mom: Just put anything on and come and see how amazing the decor is. It's the wedding of the century.
Me: I can attend it but I am so not in the mood.
Mom: Just imagine, each table is decorated......etc. Why don't you come and learn a thing or two.
Me: Mom, you check everything out for me.


Click!!


I did not want to attend this wedding for 1 reason only. I am not married yet. For as long as I can remember, I have been planning and preparing myself for Holy Matrimony. But nothing happened. So why should I attend a glamorous wedding, feel jealous from the bride, feel sorry for myself and my singleton status?


I am tired of waiting.

I give up.

So I give up on ever being married to a beau of my dreams. I believe it will be easier for me to become rich and build my own palace than marrying a desirable beau.


So for now, I shall just look for an affair to keep me going. I kinda miss having my heart love-struck then broken into a million little pieces.

Decor of the Day:

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

PS: I am going to pray now, not because of my fear from judgment day but from fear from Ghosts.

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