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___________________________________________________My heart grows fonder each day for The One. <=== A lie.
I am deeply, madly in love with him. Keeping aside my slightly annoying nature and nuisances, this relationship could not be more perfect, unless he slips a ring on my finger and pops the question. This would definitely be the cherry on top. My beloved is leaving to Chicago in 2 days to pursue a higher degree. And for our last dinner, he decided to take me back to where we had our first dinner date: the Iranian restaurant by the river. I was so pissed off for many reasons which include my high expectations of a cadeau, my annoyance at the constant referal to other ladies as beautiful or stunning, his lack of compliments to the outfit that took me hours to put together, and him not showing his affections even though I am sure of their existance. But at the end of the night, I got cash to go and buy myself a laptop as a gift. I felt slightly insulted because he gave me money. I felt cheap. I wish he just bought me the laptop and gift-wrapped it for me. Why does he not understand that I do not take money from men no matter what? I have a family who will never cease to help me out. And I have alot more dignity than he can imagine. I am somehow looking forward for him to leave so I can rest. I don't feel like beautifying myself, not waxing and putting extra effort in my looks. I need a break.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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