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Another moment, this morning.

Last night I had a heart-to-heart chat with my beau. He decided to come clean and admitted to having humped over 30 chicks. For a 31-year-old man, he is a Male-Whore in my opinion. I felt something negative, it was more than disgust at the number. 

You see, if you have not figured it out by now, I am competitive by nature, of the jealous type, and have many insecurities that I am yet to resolve.

Deej installed fear in me (of being cheated on if I lack skill and technique) when she told us over dinner how her husband cheated on her because she was no good in bed).

I am very confused about this issue. 

Having figured this out, my core affections for him remain strong. 

Till we meet again,
Sedeso