Mother dearest teared up today and said: I don't care about anything else. All these problems piled up can be forgotten. When will you come up to me and tell me: " Mom, I am getting married."
God, are you not listening? Can you not see her in pain? Why are you giving everyone else all that their heart desires except us? WHY? Dumbo married a beautiful girl in a fairytale setting. Gazelle married a big shot in a fairytale setting. Her business is getting bigger and she is getting richer. Everyone around me has a stable home life except us. Moonie just becomes more stunning by the day.
What about me? What have you given me to make me happy? NOTHING.
All it will take is for you to take your magic wand, point at my blessing and give it to me.
Are you not listening?
Maybe I am not getting my wishes through clearly.
I AM TIRED OF WAITING and I am unable to take my mind off this subject.
I am exhausted from thinking. My head hurts. I just want to sleep.
And if you insist on not giving me anything, then atleast make my mother happy. Grant her what she wishes for she has suffered enough on this earth.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
PS: I am grateful for midnight bb chats with my siblings.
"Quote" the boobie-trap .
don't shoot the messenger. she's just a nostalgic romantic? "Unquote"
"Quote" the boobie-trap .
the wammy .
the ambition that blinds us to the full extent of ignorance.
the idea of 'bride'.
little girls staring at their mother's wedding pictures. little girls talking about the themes they want for their big day. most of the time they were tacky little ideas that never made any sense. BUT, these initial hopes of a happily ever after were only pitch black glasses that we wore while driving through life.
women idolize the idea of a wedding more than the idea of being married to another human being. A wedding should never overshadow the union between two people. Girls look forward to the 'display' of happiness that they don't focus their energy on finding the right person. Wedding gowns, bridesmaids, venues, the perfect shoes, and color schemes . . . I honestly feel like 80% of women would say yes to a marriage proposal because of their wedding ambitions (as opposed to being in unconditional love). Nothing wrong with having a dream wedding and finally living out the dream of your childhood. Nothing is wrong with wanting a marriage. They're both beautiful things. I just wish that people held both the wedding and marriage in the same esteem.
ME, I'm more excited about my cake than i am about my wedding lol . (dont judge me, im working on it lol ). My friends say that ive never been a person who believed in the "L" word or the "M" word . nonsense. i believe in both, maybe even more than them lol. However, i like to include the variable that everyone else is too scared to . TIME. overtime, the concepts of love and marriage have changed. I know people who say, "yea, I'll probably be married twice" . WTF ? who aspires to divorce? With that being said, i just think REAL Marriage and Love are two rare commodities & they deserve to be approached with care and patience?
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