Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Persistence or Hopelessness in Prayers?

Lord,

Why won't you give me what my heart desires the most?  Why?  I just don't get it. You are much kinder than to refuse me a measly prayer, one repeated by every person who wishes me well.  Even The Nobleman asked you in Mecca to bless me with a good man. Imagine.  And yet, I wait and wait and wait and wonder if my prayers will ever get answered.

I do not wish to go to my grave without having accomplished one thing: to be happily married with babies.

Lord, listen to me, please.  Listen to my desperate prayers.  Please.

Lord, give me hope.  Give me a peek into the future, or any hint to calm my unsettled heart.


Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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