La robe blue

Can't sleep. Worried and wondering about the future. I'm worried if matters don't become more positive than the current situation.

I keep on remembering a prophecy from 6.5 years ago, predicting an incident in 7 years time. I have never forgotten that prophecy and albeit firmly believing in كذب المنجمون ولو صدقوا , there is a big part of me that wishes that this prophecy comes true somehow. I've had to battle so many people and make them understand where I'm coming from. How much more convincing do I have to do? Am I worthy of it yet? 0.5 years left and the clock is ticking. Will this be a situation of watching the pot never reaching the boil?

I think it's both the medication and my time of the month that are playing havoc to my system. I need to get out. Anywhere other than the clinic.

Note to myself: must leave the house tomorrow.
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When I have nothing better to do, I always turn the teli onto TV5 and listen to the conversations whilst browsing the net. It's a good way to remain ontop of my french. Vous ne croyez pas?

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OMG, remember the red, black and blue post, in which I drooled over 3 perfect gowns? Well, I have finally been able to ID one of the gowns, it's a Zac Posen. Wonder what mommy will say, but even if I convince her, this gown must be a year off the runways.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso