I love him. I want to be with him. But there's a small part of me that is worried about many things: his stinginess, his family and their ideas and whether they will accept me or not, his faithfulness in the long term, losing my figure once I have kids, my current financial status and I am not sure what else. Are those normal worries?
My therapist says that whatever we worry about the most ends up becoming a reality <=== true, its the law of attraction. We think it, we make it happen.
My therapist says I am bored with the relationship because it stopped being a challenge. <=== This could be true since I've always had dramatic relationships and I am not sure how to deal with a stable, good relationship.
My therapist says not to put high hopes on this man because I could end up hating him one day <==== Again, this could be true because nobody can predict the future.
But I do not want to think in a negative way. I am 28 years old. I finally found someone decent enough who is so worth committing to. Do men get any better than him? I do not think so. I have never witnessed it. I have lowered my standards alot and have accepted alot (I mean alot) of the things in him that would have put me off before.
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I loved this dress and will use it as inspiration for my next gown. I wonder what the outcome will be like.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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