Monday, August 03, 2009

Untwistable knot

Stress got the best of me. I've been in pain for the past 4 days, unable to even breathe properly. It feels like my ribcage has collapsed on my lungs and breathing has become very painful. 3 shots and a voltarin injection wouldn't keep the pain away. The pain has not ceased, and tonight I will get a scan to rule out appenditis, gall bladder disease or kidney stones.

I've known all along though that this was a pschological case and that the huge muscular knot I felt was something deep down that reflected anger, worry and revenge according to my therapist since every organs signifies an intense feeling.

I love him. I am also in love with him. He is a good man. We're good for each other. Neither of us is perfect, and if anything, I love his imperfections. I love him the way he is and wouldn't change a thing about him. What was my life like before I decided to get involved with him? A whirlwind of events, sleepless nights and me not being myself.
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Till we meet again,
Sedeso

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