Eventually, it does... let's not deny it.
Temptation is a strong force of your negative thoughts. You remain fighting it for a long long time. You struggle. You fight even harder. Either you bottle up and your frustration explodes in your everyday life through bitter behavior. Or you give in, so easily.
Some may feel extreme remorse. While others like yours truly, feel avenged. A part of me, an insecure part of me is trying to get even with a past of 40 that is long gone and forgotten.
Part of me felt great yesterday. I was described as perfect and they would take me the way I am, imperfections and all.
The One deserves it. The One does not deserve someone as good as the "good me". So I am morphing into what he deserves in this life.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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