Dreamy.
A thought came to my mind yesterday that made me feel certain. But this thought is the opposite of what I have been desiring lately. A weird thought :
A thought came to my mind yesterday that made me feel certain. But this thought is the opposite of what I have been desiring lately. A weird thought :I do not want to marry The One because I am so in love with him that I am not myself because of it. I forget about my likes dislikes, ambitions, my dreams, my family, my friends, my hobbies, my life but most importantly myself. When I am deeply in love like I am right now, I become so selfless and lose myself in the process. History & Literature both show us that love can be tragic like in Romeo & Juliet and it can be intense, or it could move a 1000 ships like the love for Helen of Troy. I love him so much that I would live for him and not for myself, which is wrong. And if he did marry me, because of the intensity of my love I will be miserable. I will do what he wants not what I want. So, if I do marry him, I will force myself to be another and this will cause me misery in the long-term, or even after a few months only. On the other hand, if I married someone like the nobleman who I am not in love with, I have a good chance of being myself and getting what I want.
Does this make sense?
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Other men compliment me so much. From The One, I get none of this. Is it just him or am I too demanding? I don't know, seriously.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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