Confessions of a Nobleman

Beautiful things, n'est ce pas?
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Surprise surprise, the nobleman was interested in me from day 1, full stop. Here's what he had to say to me yesterday, while I played dumb:

1) When you took out your eye drops and moistened your eyes in front of everyone without a care about your surroundings, this was the first indicator of your clarity and honesty.

2) Weren't you surprised that I got your email correct? I was listening in and I paid attention to when you corrected it (bless him, for I purposely made a deal out of it and made sure he heard it, hahaha).

3) I couldn't wait till our work paths crossed again. God knows when that would be. And I knew that by contacting you so quickly I was risking rejection or even a fight, because what if you were married or simply not interested.
4) I purposely didn't return the emails hoping that you'd call me.

5) I had to be vague in the email just in case I got rejected.

6) Didn't you wonder why I contacted you so quickly.

7) I've got hot flushes telling you all of this now.

And I cannot remember the rest of it. Wow, huh. I was interested in him and got him. So I wasn't imagining things during that course. I remember many things which should have been bigger indicators.

The most prominent being: When everyone was saying their goodbyes, I walked past the men, looked at his lovely face and he looked straight at me, in my eyes, I nodded and he nodded back. But his look was so intense and right at that moment I saw something and was sure of it. He looked at me with fear of never seeing me again. I felt it then and yesterday his words proved it to me.

When everyone left, I assumed I wouldn't see him again but surprise surprise, he showed up at the catering room, and only had his dessert which happened to be right by the table I was sitting on. Right then, something told me, he was back just to get another glimpse of me.

All this means that this man, who I was interested in and desired very much is very interested in me. And all this time I thought he was just seeing me as a friend. Thank you for listening to me for a change Universe.

Till I meet him again,

or

Till we meet again,

Sedeso

ps: I wonder what the future holds?