"Quote" 7. don't think a girlfriend or boyfriend's ex has nothing to do with your current relationship. it has EVERYTHING to do with your relationship lol. That experience (just like every other one) has molded your bf/gf into who they are today ... including their philosophies on love ." Unquote"
Is this true? I am not sure because according to my knowledge, my man has been unlucky in love and has had his fair share of betrayals but I consider him to be a reasonably good man. How much does this man love me? I am not sure. How much does he want me and want to be with me? Again, I do not know because I do not comprehend how you adore someone but do not spend as much time with them.
The question, could you love someone but prioritize them after your family and your work?" If this is true then this man has a lot of control and I hate it. I hate the fact that he withholds his emotions from me. Was this how he was brought up though or is this a man / macho thing?
I don't know. I don't know, I really do not know. More than ever my life beyond tomorrow is a huge question mark and anticipation is killing me.
Will I get promoted?
Will I earn more?
Will my life continue to be exciting?
Will my mother get her dream abode?
Will I finally get my happily ever after?
These are no doubts. They are simply hopes for my future. And wish that somehow, in whatever way, I can one day look back at these hopes and tick them off one by one and laugh about it all.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
PS: Just yesterday I realized that my accounting project is the last one I do before graduation. I should seriously attempt to score high on this one.
"Quote" But God, what i wouldn't give for an equation for emotions. what variables are multiplied to equal confusion ? what needs to be subtracted to lead to a healthy relationship? what's the square root of the fear of intimacy? trust issues? is there some F.O.I.L method for the number of years, days, months, weeks needed before commitment? How many symbols, numbers, values, and "to the power of's" does it take to know when everything is just right ? or wrong?
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"Quote" But God, what i wouldn't give for an equation for emotions. what variables are multiplied to equal confusion ? what needs to be subtracted to lead to a healthy relationship? what's the square root of the fear of intimacy? trust issues? is there some F.O.I.L method for the number of years, days, months, weeks needed before commitment? How many symbols, numbers, values, and "to the power of's" does it take to know when everything is just right ? or wrong?
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