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Dear God,

What is the prayer threshold for fulfillment?  How many more prayers should I make until I get hitched to a man I love? 

So many people love me and pray to see me a beautiful blushing bride sooner better than later.  There's my mom, nan, aunts, friends, colleagues, random people etc.  So haven't all these prayers meant anything?  Because every time someone prays for me, I always hold on to it albeit being tearful and think to myself: that's it.  This is it.  God must have heard her/his prayer and will finally make it happen.

Monica prayed for me yesterday that I get my degree soon and a husband to follow shortly.  She is a pious woman and I hope God that you heard her well and that you are about to fulfill my deepest desire.

I am yet to learn patience God.

I will not stop hoping and praying and wishing and asking you for my deepest desire, regardless of how many times I fall down and break into a frenzy of tears.  Somehow, someway it will work out.

I can hear someone saying: God will make a Way.
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Yummy:

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

"Quote" my thoughts .

in my life, my mind is always the murderer . walking through my world with authority ... it kills the best of situations mercilessly . If something is going good with me , my mind creeps up and asks what will go wrong . All of the fruits sprouting from my life are eventually stomped on by my questions . my analyzing . my second, third, & fourth thoughts .

sure, you might say that "thoughts" don't kill positive situations . well who cares what you'd say ? i know the truth . doubtful thoughts cause you to walk differently . instead of walking through the fire with excitement and tenacity , thoughts can inject your mind with a syringe full of the "nevermind" . When you paralyze yourself from moving forward ... your lack of faith and weak mind are to blame .

you have a job interview and you cancel . you assume that the boss wont be impressed with your qualifications . you think that you don't have enough experience under your belt . you simply sabotage your opportunity . you have a great thing going with your girlfriend . she's everything you asked for, but you don't "trust no b*tch" ...you just wanna "get money" . all of these generic "hood phrases" that you soaked your mind in are contradicting your love for this girl and you keep testing her stamina . you have been hurt time and time again by boys dancing in men's shoes . This time it seems right ... but it did last time, and the time before that . you're trying to learn from your past, but not hold it against your new man like a pistol to his neck . you could be missing out on a good man because your mind is ingurgitating any positive outcome .

the mind is more powerful than you think . "Unquote"