Project Happiness: Day 80

This is the day I was re-introduced to the media as a pretty accomplished face.  I got so many compliments on how pretty I looked.  I didn't think I looked that good but as usual, it appears that everyone saw alot of beauty, which is good.

This is how my day went:  I had a decent amount of sleep and dressed casually and reached there by 9:30.  This VIP is known to arrive at his meetings on time so it was 11sharp that we started.  And as usual, I got nervous for a few seconds, which made me forget my workplace.  The night before, during rehearsal, I forgot my boss's name.  I am glad though that it was the only mistake I made and everything else went smoothly.  As I continued, my confidence got better and better and of course, good times pass by quickly. 

So the ceremony ended, and I left the hall.  I noticed the VIP wasn't following the walking plan, so I ran to our stall and took a report, and stood there waiting.  Within 20 seconds they reached our stall.  The Director introduced me, in addition to the board members to the VIP.  I was pleased about that.  I didn't shake hands with the VIP, and was hesitant but decided against it.  It would have been fine though had I shook hands with him.  Not important.

I looked into the eyes of the Director who actually introduced me by name and told the VIP that I will be explaining something to him.

Shoot.  Seriously, shooot.  But I am so glad I picked up on something my boss said.  You see, she told me I'll tell you what you have to say about the countries we visited and that was it.  We never got around to that conversation.  So I opened the booklet, showed which countries and kept flipping pages telling which country that was. 

The conversation then flowed between the VIP and director.  And I just stood there.

In the meantime, sis was taking closeup pics and I was trying to shoo her away.  I wanted the TV to film me too, hahaha. 

Now I thought I spoke shitily but later on boss told me actually what I said was fine. 

The event passed by in a whirlwind and I couldn't help but keep a huge smile on my face.

I lunched with boss and we had lots of fries and junk food which was much needed and comforting.  The Egyptian Physician came and sat with us.

We then sat and had drinks in the lobby and I felt good and proud, not sure why but it was a generally positive feeling.

I rushed to class, and left early for the gala dinner which was good.  Everybody was fascinated by the place.  Yes, it was a good place to have a gala dinner.

I was all over the news and madre was so proud of me and happy.  She said I looked so pretty. I couldn't stay up late to watch the repeat since I was too exhausted but saw myself on the repeat and I looked pretty darn good. 

I bbéd The One telling him that I was going to be on TV but he apparently didn't catch me.  He also was very neglectful when I asked his opinion on my pic with the VIP.  Was I sensing jealousy?  I am not so sure but I need to let it go for now.  Also, there is too much going on to be stressing about small matters.

But of course, there was a sinking feeling in my heart.  My happiness wasn't complete.  It was missing something.  I kept thinking to myself: Lord, this is not the happiness that I want.  I want to be happily married to The One.  That is what I desire the most.  Right now, that is the only thing I want from life.  Sigh

Till we meet again,
Sedeso

PS: I am now thinking that I need to earn more and rise to a higher position.   I don't know why I limited myself and ambition before.