Project Happiness: Day 95

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Day 95 coincided with A Friday.  I had a fallout with the nannies who are getting on my nerves too much.  I had to involve a family member because she was being too rude and it was getting out of hand.  I was so tempted to just get a stick and hit my anger onto her but that would be just wrong, so wrong.  As much as I try to justify their behavior I do understand it but am too angry about it.  I am aware of all those anger pangs that come over me and I am trying my best to control them and manage my sense of control somehow.  It is true that they eat at me and annoy me so much but I am trying to rise above it all and I know that I am moving so fast forward and evolving to become the ultimate self. 

I then went with Madre and siblings to see snag our newest property and it felt good knowing that regardless of how bad the financial market may get, at least we own properties to fall back on. I must remember what God has bestowed upon us every time I hit rock bottom with depression.   

Madre was not happy at all that I had Chai and paratha on our way there but it is my latest addiction.  It is heavy, full of oils and fat but delicious when devoured warm. 

I lunched with my family and felt so uncomfortable being in the kitchen, the nannies territory but in the long term they will leave and I will stay so screw them.  I then went with my sis to the cinema even though I was pretty exhausted.

I thought that perhaps cutie pie is playing hard to get since I won't give him much face but it's okay.  It's absolutely fine considering that he is not a priority in my life. 

I chatted with the Rover guy who is okayish but not my type at all.  He is simply a pastime for now.  I told him off for his cheesiness and he automatically reverted to the opposite character: one that asked me to pray before sleeping.  Gosh, what a loser.  Seriously.  With most men, religious talk is a way of trying to convince the other party of their piety.  Whatever!! I am wise enough not to fall into such traps anymore. 

I went to sleep by 2am, a luxury I allow myself over weekends since I won't be waking up early the next day.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso