Day 86 was a Wednesday. The day I organized an outing to the old village with my ladies. I knew prior that M will not be able to make it since it's Mu7arram.
So I got lost and very late for the group meeting on my way to pick up L. I already gave her a time slot and this pisses me off so much. I hate it when people are too late to meet me, or if they were held up by silly stuff like blowdrying the hair and stuff. I got so annoyed with her and I think she could tell. So the least I could do was apologize for my bad mood which I did but there was still some electricity in the air.
I met up with the ladies, we were a total of 9 girls and keeping them together and in toll was quite the tiring exercise. But all in all, the girls had a great time. They all got along really well and N got a chance to vent out her frustration from work.
As we were walking in the Eastern pavilion, my eyes caught those of a cutie pie. I didn't smile, I just gazed intently for a few seconds and thought to myself: he has got a beautiful face, gorgeous. And I don't know which of the laws of attraction worked for me at that moment because immediately he was everywhere I walked. At first I didn't get that he was following me around, but when he nodded for me to follow him behind the wall I got it. I told L who seems to have been paying attention and told me to go to him. Of course not I thought because this was a very public place.
But she cheered me on. L walked with me. She is the one who gave me the courage to talk to this man. I was cringing the whole time and my face was flushed red. But I took his number. I was so scared and kept thinking: shit someone may see me and think badly of me. That is a shortcoming of mine. I shouldn't care about what people think, since they probably all have skeletons hidden somewhere. I remembered looking at his face very closely and thinking to myself: he seems like a normal guy. See, I am a judgemental person, I judge and compare so much. Its okay though, maybe what I need is a breather, something and someone different.
So I called him and as it turns out he was a purebred, just my luck, hahahaha. I've been dwelling and obsessing too much on purebreds that I may be lucky and actually end up with one.
Something is wrong with mi telephoning, coz I can make calls but nobody can contact me back. Is this a sign from the universe that I should remain faithful to The One? I don't get it. Most of the time I don't understand why things happen the way they do.
So on Day 86, Happiness came to me as an opportunity and showed me that life is full of choices and it is up to us to grasp them or let them pass us by. Happiness also came to me in the form of an exciting social life. I should be grateful for this lifestyle if nothing else.
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Till we meet again
Sedeso
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