Day 89 coincided with Saturday the 18th of December. Ever since I started shimmy classes, my plans for Saturday have always been limited. But I've stuck with it considering how I barely go to exercise at the gym.
Anyways it was L's final day in the city so I met with her and M and a new friend at Mezzanine for a late lunch. I got very emotional during the lunch opening up about the pressure mom puts on me just for matrimony. I wonder if mom didn't pressure me this much, would I have been hitched by now. I simply wonder.
I then rushed to class and decided to reverse the visits where I visited the new baby of Lati afterward. The baby was cute and I felt slightly envious that they were all married, settled with babies. A womb that doesn't bear a child wilts away with time. It both saddens and pains me that I haven't produced offspring yet. They all dressed glam, with diamonds and precious stones and the most expensive of clothes, up hairdos. They appear to have it all. I wonder if they truly do.
And on the male front, cutie pie seems okay for now. He appears like a safe person. Actually, he is a simple simple man. Perhaps too simple for my general liking but then again, he is in my life for a reason / lesson.
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Sedeso
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