Project Happiness: Day 88

Day 88 coincided with a Friday.  I spent the morning lazily since I didn't want to exhaust myself for the wedding that I was planning to attend.  My engaged cousin called to ask if I was attending the wedding and I played dumb of course.  The real me wanted to tell her yes and offer her a ride if need be but knowing the scornful woman that madre has become, I acted in a way that defies my morals yet pleases her.  I realized that sometimes in life, we have to against our beliefs and act differently only to avoid drama and problems.  Of course she was very pleased with my cunning reaction.

And I was surprised because The One bbéd me that he came back about 4ish.  This made me very happy because it meant he still considered me a part of his life.  I asked about his certificate but it turns out there was no reply to the email we sent.  I loved him and wanted to please him, and make his life easier so I asked him to let me know if we had to call or not before the weekend started.  I love him with my all and that is why I called his university and double-checked the email.  Yes, it is true.  I do give too much to this man.  They say you shouldn't but try holding back when you are deeply and madly in love with someone. 

I got dressed slowly and took my time applying my make-up.  I believe I looked ravishing and I wore a dress that slimmed me down.  I attended this large and lavish wedding but I wasn't impressed at all.  I shall be mean and call it tacky.  But not that I do feel guilty about judging and calling it so. 

The kosha, the dresses, the bride, the food, the musicians, the bouquet, the bridal dress were overall very average and it appears that nobody was that impressed.  But I noticed how Sweetest N kept negatively commentating about it all, even more than us.  I was jealous, only a little jealous that the groom chose her above all and decide he wanted to spend his life with her.  Again, she was chosen by quite the catch.  And he sure was so much more good-looking.  

Seeing how happy the whole family was made me wonder what would be the case with my family when I get married.  (sad face)   

All in all, I had a great time with my friends and felt super duper pretty.  

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From the wedding

Now we know that dark velvety purple is a no-no for a wedding.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso