Day 87 coincided with December 16th, less than 2 weeks away from the end of 2010. It was a Thursday which is usually the weekend and the day I tend to be too exhausted to go out.
So workwise, we finished moving office. All the boxes were sorted and so were our personal belongings. Things do not appear very bright. I am hating the current new office with its open arrangements and lack of privacy whichever direction one sits in. We are yet to have our phones connected and this is hard.
After my Interior design class, I met the ladies for dinner and told them about Cutie Pie. Both insisted that he was very cute although I deserve to be with someone more educated and that I should use him as a pass-time until I get and meet the right person. Sigh, if only they knew what agony was going on in their hearts.
Dinner was fine and I realized that most restaurant branches do not serve food that good.
Now one negative incident that truly disappointed me was my reaction when I loudly called that dude who went to my university: an ass!!! I didn't like the way I reacted so hastily to the man's presence and it bugged me alot even when I went to sleep. Although the ladies liked 2 hotties sitting on their table, I thought they were vile and insisted that they were asses, major asses if they were even associated with that dude. I'm glad though that L was convinced he was an ass based on the way he was acting and behaving and talking very loudly just to get my attention. Seems he realized very early on who I was and tried to grab my attention loudly. What a loser. But still, I am disappointed about how I dealt with this demon from the past. Next time I will act calmly regardless of who I bump into.
I simply hope this doesn't mean that Ive gone 10 steps backwards in my therapy'and in my journey to becoming the ultimate person I was meant to be.
------------------------------------Lovely tent for the desert: I wish The One would one day take me to the desert.
Sedeso
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