Day 97 coincided with a Sunday, only 3 days left for the end of this project and closer to the new year than I imagined. It is always a day in the far future that approaches us so suddenly and is so close upon us in the split of a second.
Being a Sunday, I had no plans in the afternoon so I decided to join M, Sam, and her mother at WW. It seems that a lot of tension has risen lately since Sara told her mother about wanting to commit to Neil - the Irish boy and marry him. Boy, do I envy Sam for she has found love in her life worth committing to.
I got so excited because The One called me right before I entered WW. I panicked but decided to remain seated in the car only to chat with him. Had I not been this much in love with him, I would have ignored his phone call like I do with others and called back later but I am too attached, simply too deep. Actually, I will admit that although my feelings are too deep I still do have a small level of control, just a small one which is good enough for now.
So this man must still care enough if he still calls and asks and chats. He always asks about what's new, as if I am a source of information. But think about it, he doesn't really need me for any of that, he could easily get his information elsewhere.
The outing was a good one. It was a lot of fun and we ate lots of good food. That's one thing I like about WW.
I got lots of stares, way more attention than I am used to. Could it be that the majority were male visitors? Or was it the lack of females on that specific day? Or the more sensible explanation would be that I have been getting a lot of attention all my life and it is only now that I have noticed it. It is only now that my eyes have opened up to the life surrounding me, to the people crossing my path.
So after discussing with M the New Year's celebration plans, I decided to go ahead with it and arrange for 2 gatherings: one on Wednesday and another on Friday. This way, more people will be able to attend. I look forward to the outings.
So close to the end of this project, I can easily say that Happiness is a frequent visitor into my life.
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Bridal Inspo:
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
PS: Thank you Lord for I am blessed.
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