Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Project Happiness: Day 42

I am upset.  Very upset and cannot grasp what has happened.  However, a small voice from within speaks out to me reminding me that my ultimate dream may not necessarily bring me happiness. 

There is always the question starting with: What if?

What if he did marry me but had to have a second wife like all those purebreds?

What if his family gave me grief?

What if I lost myself and my identity with this ultimate dream?

What if it made me unhappy?

So as painful as it is, there is some wisdom behind what has been happening lately.

I simply hope that I end up marrying for love.

And he replied back to my bbm when I asked him if he can get my fines cancelled.
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Yellow and Blue carefully and tastefully mixed for a wedding or a party.





Till we meet again,
Sedeso

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