This coincided with a Thursday.
As useless as Hussy S and her sis may appear to some people, I feel I need people like this in my life for the balance. We need to interact with all sorts of people so as not to become too biased and narrow-minded. At the end of the day, we compare mental notes but the decision is finally ours whether we choose to adopt certain behavior and be able to justify it or not.
So we lunched at Armani (the famous pickup place) and commented on people from all walks of life (they did, I didn't, I simply turned my head around every time to see who they were talking about). I can understand how Hussy got herself hitched but for the life of me, I don't get how her sister is hitched out of love too. She needs to tame her wild tongue and show some respect for other's feelings. I feel she tends to look down on others (I am guilty of this too but at least I am aware of it). I don't know. I guess this means there is no standard to follow and all men and women have equal chances at matrimony.
The Hussy told me I am very pretty and should be proud of my looks, walk with proud because I turn heads and can definitely bag myself a catch. Allah Kareem.
After lunch, I headed to the bookshop to do something I've been itching about since morning: to hit the book sales. Got thrown in the sea of expats and felt weak and on the verge of fainting, so I only ended up buying 14 books.
Next, the manicure, pedicure, foot treatment, a few flirtatious attempts on my way out but I noticed something. I was walking slower with my face up, kinda looking at the world in my shy ways and surprisingly I do turn heads. People do look back and stare. A reminder that I am very very pretty. So Hussy was right, it's amazing how a few kind words will boost the ego.
I headed back home and relaxed with whatever was left from the famous chocolate cake prepared by my ex- arch enemy, my ex- nemesis, La Vache. Can you believe it? A bit restless about my situation with The One but one never knows what the winds of the future will bring it's way.
A small part of me doesn't want to go to the AA city in case he calls me up and finds out who I am hanging out with then gets pissed off once more. You see, he dislikes some of the people I am acquainted with. Nobody is perfect and occasionally one should hang out with those because you never know how life will work out and whom you will end up needing later on. But another part of me now needs a break, needs to go to AA, needs to meet new faces and befriend new boys (to keep the balance in my persona and perhaps keep my options open). So by Thursday night, I was very excited about heading to AA the next day.
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Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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