I am so happy that the lunch got cancelled since I am knackered. After my braces appointment, I went home to rest. And then, dinner with my Ladies, which was cool. We chatted, gossiped, had good food and chatted some more. I was occupied trying to fix Abdulahi up with someone but he didn't show up.
I went home and my heart was dying from anticipation. I called The One on all his 3 phones and he didn't reply for 5 minutes. Then he called me and spoke for 1 minute only asking how I was and if everything was fine. When I informed him I am going away for the weekend he asked if I needed cash. He told me to really enjoy myself. Weird right? That he tells me to enjoy myself forgetting to ask me to take care of myself. Then he said he'd call me the next day since he had to sleep now. Yeah right. Let's see if he does.
Atleast for now, I heard his voice, the voice I grew so accustomed to hearing every day before I slept. Funny how I used to think I cannot live without him and I cannot go to sleep without hearing his voice. I am surprised he is able to hold back from me like this and not call for days even though he claimed that he loved me and wanted me and still wants to be with me after this (i don't know what it is exactly) passes. So I had another dose of The One to last me a few days.
Tomorrow I fly for the weekend and I wonder what may happen. My therapist says things always happened to a person during travel that change them. I assume nothing will happen since I am aware and expecting it, lol. Oh well. I will simply hope for the best.
Am I happy?
I will have to say yes. I have come to realize that my life is full of positive moments that add to my happiness compared to most people around me. I read somewhere that God determines at birth whether a person will live as happy or not and I truly hope that I am happy for life.
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Gypsy inspo
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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