Woke up knackered, only to be surprised by a bbm from The One sent at 5:37am asking me to wake him up at 10. I smiled. Are we fully back together but on his terms?
Lord, how sweet this feeling of receiving signs that indicate hope, hope in acheiving one's wildest dreams. Is this the response I got for facing one fear? Or is this a response for my desperate cries?
I called and called and as per usual, The One only picked up after the umpteenth time. Anyways I couldn't call him honey because it felt wrong at this stage, so I spoke to him gently reminding him that he better wake because it seems he has alot of work to get done.
And if my morning couldn't get any better, mom told me to go ahead and travel with M to Londres for X-mas and New Years. Yaaaaaaaay. A bigger yaaaaaay. So I have been calculating the budget I will need and I think I will manage somehow. Can't wait!
In the evening, I had a few more doubts because we had a long conversation by bb where he indirectly asked for help with his graduation certificate and how he wanted to attend his graduation ceremony and whether it was too late or not and how he wanted any excuse just to escape from his workplace. I remembered how he told me recently that he didn't really need any favours for me and all he was trying to do was keep me busy. Now if this was really the case, why was I contacted again and asked for more favours?
All I know is that I am so in love with The One and still hope to end up with him.
Sedeso
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