28th November 2010.
He bbéd me this morning telling me about the car he nearly bought to sell but got tricked by the idiots. I was so happy about the response and tried to keep the conversation going.
I love this man with my all. I don't think I acted any indifferent than most women who loved their men. I feel that I gave so much but didn't get much in return. This is probably because I expect too much.
If I could turn back time and play it differently, would my life have been different by now. I cannot help but wonder had I played hard to get what would have happened?
Feeling so miserable inwardly because I cannot have the person I want the most.
Am I any closer to achieving this happiness? I have no idea. Really I do not know. I am aware however that I am evolving from the inside. It is a painful process.
Till we meet again,
Sedeso
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