Project Happiness: Day 65

Woke up at 6:15am to get to The City for my course, which makes it a total of 4 and a half hours of sleep. 

Somehow I got lost so even though I wasn't planning on it, I ended up calling The One and asking for directions.  He irritated me and got irritated himself as usual (I don't know why this happens alot).  But I reached safely and on time before the course started.

I was very exhausted, had about 4 coffees and I am glad I didn't wear contacts otherwise my eyes would have been irritated.  I met a nice attractively dressed lady whom I assumed was my age and surprise surprise it turns out she was 39 years old.  I truly hope I look super amazing in 10 years time.  

Ofcourse there was some fitness on my course.  Tres bien that the world is full of options for eye candy.  I had no doubt in my mind that both were hitched.  

And throughout the day I was very irritated.  I was hoping the one would mention that he plans to see me before I left AD. Towards lunch time I told myself, if he doesn't contact me, I'll simply leave without bothering him.  But knowing The One, he always needs a push so I bb'ed asking about the nearest place for coffee shops and that's when he asked me if I have left or not yet.  He bb'ed me an hour later asking when I will finish 

I saw The One.  Finally, after 2 months. I was so shy as I got into the car but when I turned to look at him I felt comfortable.  I love this man, truly and deeply.  To others, his looks are below average, but to me, he is the apple of my eye.
 

He had my tea ready for me.  I am surprised that over the phone he suggested we have tea at the lobby of a nearby.  I thought that lobby was too public so I told him all I wanted was a nice cup of tea since I was very tired. 

We spoke cautiously for the first 2 minutes.  He told me alot about his work surprisingly, more than usual.  When we were living in close proximity, he wouldn't tell me much personal stuff.  It was like he used a drip to give out personal info.  But now, that I am in the friend? category, just like the introducer, he can speak to me more freely.

I found out that every Wednesday he woke up late since his superiors had meetings in Dubai.

I found out that he is so exhausted from his work.

I found out that he played a pivotal role in calming down the recent coup attempt.

I found out that he has more authority than he shows.

I found out that some of his colleagues give him a hard time at work.

I found out that he may travel to the Czheck Republic on an Official visit with work. 

And then we drove around his neighbourhood.  He looked at 2 houses, both newly built.  I should check them out on Wikimapia.

He thanked me for the gifts after he put them in the car and checked them out.

I was expecting moola but didn't get any.  This surprised me because he did ask me if I finished paying off my car loan and then he did ask if I had any moola or not.  I replied that I am not doing anything major these days that required alot of moola.  Oh well, atleast he asked. 

He didn't hold my hands at all throughout but as he left, he gave me soft pecks on both cheeks then kissed my forhead.  When he did this, I felt somehow valued.  It was as if he knew he'd never find a woman like myself. 

I reached home and went with my sis to watch Harry Potter.  I promised the girls I'd organize an outing to watch it with them so I should be discrete now and pretend I haven't seen it yet.

Before going to bed, we sent an email to get his paper from his university sent out and I found out which one was his home.  I was tempted to get into the car straight away, drive there and find out which of the 2 houses that I doubted was his home.  However, I was aware of my thinking and remembered my madness so decided to leave the madness till my next trip there. 

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A retro party theme.

I love this man truly and deeply with all my heart.  I do realize that perhaps someone else may be in my destiny.  But for now, I cannot see beyond my infatuation.

Sigh I wonder what the future holds for me.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso