Some of my acquaintances who do not know the details of my life view it as 'the happy girl who has it all'. Of course they have no clue what goes on in my head and heart. When I look at the mirror I see something different because let's face it: we all are more aware of our own flaws. And what's even worst: most of us do not accept ourselves with our flaws, which explains why other people will not accept us.
I dislike my cellulite but what I dislike more is the gym and I'd rather do many other uncomfortable things than go to the gym. So one of my options is to go swimming. But swimming has its downfalls: it ruins my hair and makes me so hungry afterwards.
Anyways, I met up with M Jaan for a very late dinner and alot was revealed. Back then, I somehow decided to detach myself from M jaan and her Zee because I was worried they'd told Tweedle Dum and Tweedle Dee too much info about me.
So, you know the saying what goes around eventually comes around? Here is what has come around so far, and I have an inkling of a feeling that life still has lots more up its sleeves:
- Yamatek and Tdee and Tdum stopped talking to M Jaan after she took off her Veil. This made her realize what insincere frauds they were.
- M Jaan and Zee fell out. M finally realized that Zee is a selfish, bitchy, 2-faced, control freak who manipulated her like a toy all those years. It took her meeting her future beau and loving him above all to be able to stand up to her bully.
-M Jaan figured out ages ago that Jazz was so jealous from me and made fun of my clothes even though she dressed tacky herself compared to my colourful style. She told her hubby and bro-in-law that most girls were jealous from me.
She told me so much more. This made me realize that yes I was bullied by them all in the past but I somehow triumphed over all of them and (touch wood) I am at a better place, not compared to them but for myself.
I stayed up till very late but it all went well. Those who mean alot to me will always be there regardless of distance and time. I am so glad I had the opportunity to experience a whole new and different lifestyle independently. Thank you Lord.
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