Project Happiness: Day 17

The Day I finally received a Postgrad degree.

The Day I spoke on behalf of 386 individuals. 

The day the man I love was too lazy to attend my graduation.

The day I fought with him and wondered for the millionth time why I am still with him and why don't I have the strength to leave him and try to be with someone better.  You see, I've said it to my therapist: Had I not been this attached and in love with him, had my senses been in my head, I would have definitely thought I was too good for him.  My mind drifted back to the year 2002 when I was much much younger and pushed away all attempts from the Irish bloke so easily and did not care at all.  How strong I was back then, or was it stubbornness?

Oh well, at least my performance went wonderfully and I got a lot of awes and thumbs up and excellent reviews. I even got 3 applauds during the speech.  So I must have done a great job and left an even greater impression.

So on day 17, happiness was in more accomplishments.  But I will only achieve true happiness when I get hitched to The One and have his babies.  Happiness is still a confusing term to me.

Till we meet again,
Sedeso